Jay-R's Life Story

I am J.R. and I have a troubled past.

I grew up being bullied around the neighborhood and even when I am just 1 years old, the people around keep telling that I am adopted or switched at birth.

An unfortunate event happened in 1999 in our neighborhood, it was not due to a medical emergency or disease or a natural disaster but my Tito John got killed in our neighborhood by the enemies, he was beaten, his face was full of blood and bruises, his eyes and face swollen, stabbed with a knife more than twice and in his back and shot twice by a gun.

Now, since I am more mature and older, I was 9 years old then, I developed pride and realized that everyone cannot be trusted and should not be swayed by anyone's opinions because we have an enemy even from the start.

I lose trust with other people since I was a kid because of what the enemies did. I never had friends thinking that everyone who surrounded me are their relatives, true to my hunch, all of them, teachers and the other students always bully me at school throwing sneers and course jests at Lord's Shepherds Academy and Centro Escolar University.

When I was in Nursery in 1993, the school did not have my parent's permission to be checked-up by Flordeliza Torres Pasia, Georgina Leano Francisco, Cathy Yap, Analiza Samson and Ana Carla Bernardo Cortes. They committed a crime which is kidnapping by servicing me out of the school premises to the dental clinic outside the subdivision where the school was located, battery by not having consent from my parents with their nonconsensual touching of my body which is medical malpractice, I was 3 years old and 6 years old then which the effects cannot be truly seen or understood because I was growing up, the scale, magnitude and gravity of what they did lead to me not finishing my studies although I grew up having lots of awards and with flying colors. It results to my inferiority complex, being shy at all times, having lack of confidence, being anxious and depressed at all times and always thinking about what they did in 1993 and 1996 since the dental clinic was just along the road where we always pass by and my family, my mom and tita's occupation are medical professions, dentists, doctors and nurses. It became a rumination for me growing up and it added to my insecurity, anxiety, depression and contributed to some of my failures in my studies.

I am thinking that they (Flordeliza Torres Pasia, Georgina Leano Francisco, Cathy Yap, Analiza Samson and Ana Carla Bernardo Cortes) are related to Baby Reyes, Ninging, Miyuki, Raul and Ramil Ramires Fernando Estabillo who killed my Tito John in the streets of Masagana in 1999 and thinking now and even before that it should not be treated lightly or can even become material for hearsays / murmurs / chismis, slander or course jokes by their relatives.

I am People of the Philippines and a Star Witness.

I can forgive sins that are not deliberate or intentional but I cannot do the same to those who are related to 1999. I cannot just let 1999 slide since I now know the gravity of what the enemies are doing over the years.